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Scream and shout, cause we're the fallen angels.
In the end who will tell the stories of our lives?
Its the end, and Im not afraid to die. So goodbye agony.
We wrote our story with knives and pens, in the diary of Jane.
I tried to face the fight within, but its over.
The riot has begun, I surrender.
I walked this path that led me to the end, remember?
We're caught beneath with nothing left to give.
So when angels fall with broken wings, I'll carry you, and we'll live forever.
Saviour will be there.
Divided I will stand, because I let it all end.
All is lost, daylight dead.
My arms spread wide, I stand alone.
Im definitely not a hero, and Im not made of stone.
Am I right or wrong?
I can hardly tell.
Im on the wrong side of Heaven, and the righteous side of Hell.
I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark,
I just wanted to leave this world a little bit colder.
I still hear your voice, remind me not to bleed.
I still try to find my place.. so tell me, how it should be.
Im so tired of trying to be what you want.
Feeling so helpless, lost under the surface.
Caught in the undertow,
Everything a mistake to you.
I know I may end up failing too,
But all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
Its time to let the ashes of Eden fall, I tried so hard, and got so far.
But it doesnt even matter.
Light this fuse, burn it all.
Watch this end through dying eyes, look the dark is taking over.
All is lost again.
Are you with me after all? Why cant I hear you?
Stay alive, Heaven holds a place for you tonight.
I'm paralyzed..
Found a way to bury all the lies,
To escape the hate inside..
I dont want to fall or let you go.
Love left me hollow,
Came to be yours in the end,
Cold crippled and shallow..
Dont leave me there again.
Im tired of wasting breath,
Tired of nothing left,
I tore my whole world down.
Bury the sunlight,
Failure.
Will I survive? I've lost the will to change.
But dont worry,
I will not bow. I will not break, I'll shut the world away.
And I wont fall, a cold blooded fake, I'll take your breath away.
Its time to cut the cord.
Step away from the edge, Im coming down.
As I fight for one last prayer, I'll keep holding on.
As I drag the devil down, I stand alone,
No longer defeated.
The darkness is upon me.. the air growing thin..
I can feel the light pulling, to it's everlasting will.
Can hear the voices haunting, theres nothing left to fear.
Im still here, still calling..
Still calling out to you..
Note: I am fine. Im not suicidal, I do have depression but it's under control and I do not self harm or anything. I am a little po'd with various things and am having a rough morning but eh.. life.
Anyway, this is a menangerie of songs I like to listen to on my bad days, all put into some form of poem or something (note Hollow is new to me as of today, and I dont really listen to Wrong Side of Heaven much)
Edit: it actually started off with a twitter post lol, the 1st 2 line I believe, maybe the 1st 3. then I posted it on facebook, and somehow I ended up expanding it a little and finally just ended up writing this and letting youtube cycle through stuff as I wrote x3
and things are ok now thanks to some amazing friends and site owner
Songs
Black Veil Brides:
In the End
Fallen Angels
Savior
Knives and Pens
Goodbye Agony
Breaking Benjamin:
Ashes of Eden
When Angels fall
I Will Not Bow
Diary of Jane
Hollow
Failure
Shinedown:
Cut the Cord
Coming Down
Five Finger Death Punch:
Wrong Side of Heaven
Linkin Park:
Numb
In the End
That should be all of them... I may have missed one or two songs (c) to their respective owners
Preview Image: Mizore (c) owners of Rosario Vampire